Marine Science

IS NOT EASY.
AT ALL.

I'm on my third map.
WE ONLY HAVE TO TURN IN ONE.


I keep messing up
so many requirements x___x



but it's fun[ny]

oh well. another one bites the dust.


APEC is gonna be even worse XD

I noticed in the end of the year concert music,
well let me explain first.
I'm librarian of Wind Ensemble
meaning I hold the position of handling ALLLL the music.
organizing, numbering, making sure it's there, checking out.


lots of busy work. i often take full music scores home [talk about a workout]

BACK TO THE POINT!
I noticed in one of the pieces that there's a crazy trombone solo that looks really cool!

... that's at 132 bpm
[ quarter note is roughly twice the speed of a second ]

D:



I CAN DO IT.
I'm first chair, first chairs can do it, right?


I'm supposedly better than last years first chair
or so that first chair tells me
I think he's just being modest (:
















I'm excited for this, I need a challenge.
and the frustration is good for me

Hm

So, because our family is watching our money
I'm deciding that I prolly need to choose between joining SDYAS [sd youth artists symphony] or the jazz ensemble.


this is hard D:





Dale sprained his ankle just recently

We were playing a game called man hunt
its similar to hide and go seek, only there are teams of seekers and hiders
we played during the night too, it was super fun!
the area was from a friends house to the park.

well Dale, Emy, and I were sticking together
and Dale got spotted, and hit his ankle while running.




We have today off before Dale and I go back to school
Dale scheduled his classes so he has monday wednesday and friday off
lucky!


back to the old grind tomorrow.

Boys are so silly.

and so indecisive.
Shouldn't life be simple?
I think it should be, to a certain extent.
To me, you love someone or you don't


I like you [maybe even love]. Everything about you, even your faults. We're different, and that's why our relationship was so beautiful.


But you,
you like me
but there are things that you don't like about me,
so you're pulling yourself away from me
you don't like how we're different, so you broke up with me
because you're waiting for someone better to come along
but what if someone doesn't come?
you're terrified, but you can't even tell me.
because you can't trust anyone.






Why fuss over the details?



I really believe that teenagers blow up situations to be so much more than they really are.

Or maybe I oversimplify.



Or perhaps,
it's because I know who I am, and what I stand for.


and if you know who you are and what you stand for,
then things like "heartbreak" won't hurt as much.



Silly boys.

First post!

New blog as of Jan. 24th.
I got this idea from uncle Joe's family blog (:

You don't want to know what I'm thinking anyways.
The teenage mind corrupts in 5th-6th grade. Dale and I calculated it last night at Souplantation.
Mine is just as corrupted, probably more.


Anyways, currently loving Queen - Don't stop me now
Jason Nagata sang this to me once,
it was amazing!


Hooray!
Uyen's coming over with Ryan Lin on Monday! (: